New Year's Resolutions
Hello, nice to see you again. It’s been a very long time since my last blog post because I’m awful at keeping up with things that I don’t believe I’m good at or think that people don’t even want to read. I’m planning on getting better at this whole thing because I do actually want people to know about me and what I’m up to. I recently took a break from social media because I needed to clear my head and get away from the toxicity that is social media. I let it seep into my mind and my heart that I must absolutely be liked by everyone on there and I have to succeed based on how other people were doing—and that just wasn’t happening. Every failure was another blow to my mental health. Why don’t people like me? Why don’t my posts get as many likes as other people when we’re often saying the same kinds of things? Why am I not gaining a mass of followers? What am I doing wrong? Am I doing enough? Do my contributions seem disingenuous? Why am I doing these things if I’m not getting anything